I was lost and devastated..
I knelt down and wept my heart out..
Tears kept trickling down slowly like rivulets on my cheeks..
But no one would ever know that..
That Im tired..
I could not resist those bundle of assignments anymore..
Dad,i need a rest..
I bet i really need a long rest indeed..
A rest that i could forget all the scars that craved in my heart..
A rest that i can stay away from you..
Im really tired of crying alone in the late nights..It was exhausted..
Living in an isolated world of my own..
Im foolish and selfish..
I could not resist catching up with you again..
Smiling with you..
Laughing with you..
Chatting with you..
Missing you days and nights..
But i know that I can't..
My heart wept in silence..
I will keep smiling as smiles hidden sorrows.
The gaps between us..
can't be reached..
But my heart is reaching you..
I hope i can cry on your shoulders..
hugging you with my lonely heart..
Loving you with my soul..